Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Update!

Date: 10/05/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 150
Final Goal Weight: 145
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 3.5
Total Weight loss: 69.6
Pounds left to lose: 5

Well it’s been quite a while since my last blog post. 5 months. Wow, I can’t believe that much time has gone by. I figured I would give some updates and share some light on the things going on in my life. First, I am no longer a brunette! I have crossed over to the lighter side of life and I love it. I felt that after such a transformation, I needed one last big change.

I have found myself at a slow losing standstill. You can look at it two ways. Most days I stay right where I am. I have only lost a little over three pounds in five months. The way I look at it, is many of my fears have been conquered. I always feared the time I would be satisfied with myself and start to deter away from the program. Five months ago I also met my boyfriend (whom I live with now, and cook for every night). There’s always fear of that “comfort weight” we tend to gain when we are settled and cozy in a relationship. He also is pretty fit and athletic and eats pretty much whatever he wants whenever he wants. Five months I have made it. Cooking for him, feeling comfortable with my body, and taking most weekends to completely go off Medifast. Not only have I made that transition I have managed to lose a bit along the way.

I still need to do some internal work. Some days I wake up and I have the same self esteem as I did at the beginning of all this. It really is hard for me to see myself the way I really look. I know that is all mental and something I really need to work on. I should be beaming with pride and love for myself. That is going to be a daily process and not something that I like to admit. I felt it was something I should share, in case someone else out there is struggling with the same thing.

I do stay pretty strict on Medifast during the weekdays. I like how it fits in with my schedule and keeps our meals pretty rounded out and healthy during the weekdays. I also have continued on my journey of being a health coach for Medifast. I like staying close to the program. It makes it easier to relate to my clients. My business is growing slowly but every time I sign a client up, I smile and cross my fingers that this is the start of a new life for them.

Here’s some more updated pictures! I promise my next blog post will be sooner than five months apart! Keep up the great work everyone. Like I tell all my clients and myself regularly. Any goal you set out for yourself is attainable.



Friday, May 14, 2010

Testimonial

Date: 05/14/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 153.5
Final Goal Weight: 145
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 2
Total Weight loss: 66.1
Pounds left to lose: 8.5

Well, hell yeah! I made it past my second goal weight! Now, for my third and final goal weight. Only 8.5 pounds to go and that feels amazing. When I started this journey I thought first, and foremost that the weight I am at now was an impossibility. I was going to save all the mushy blogs for when I actually had succeeded the final goal I had set for myself in the beginning. Lately I have been talking with my boyfriend about Medifast and answering questions about it because it is my lifestyle. Talking about lately has really opened my eyes to how thankful I am for this program and what it has done for me and my family. He asked me some pretty deep questions this weekend. I thought I would take this blog to reflect on my journey as a whole.

I was asked, well how did you end up gaining so much weight in the first place? I thought this would be a great place to answer considering I have never really shared my “testimonial” before. When I was in high school, I always felt out of place and overweight. Looking back now, I was a crazy girl! I wore a size 12 and was in decent shape. So many times I wish I could write a letter to myself and tell 17 year old me that I was beautiful and to cherish my body and keep it that way! Graduating high school and leaving for college was a really hard time for me. My long time boyfriend (who I was moving in with)ended up being un-faithful. That completely broke whatever self esteem that I had. I ended up staying with him and moving three hours away from my family to a town that I hated. We were struggling college students living on fast food, hot dogs, and baked potatoes. I was depressed and very un-happy. As I have stated in other blogs eating has always been such a huge outlet for emotion in my life and in my family. Slowly I started eating my way to obesity. I already felt ugly on the inside and out, I didn’t really notice the 80 pound weight gain. I know that sounds crazy, but when I looked at myself I didn’t see anyone different than I always had. Slowly over time, we moved and I started feeling happy again. Although, our poor eating habits stayed the same. My boyfriend at the time was VERY skinny and ate a lot of food. Whenever he ate, so did I. I seemed to put on the pounds for both of us.

It wasn’t until after we got married and he joined the Air Force that I started losing the weight. This was summer of 2007. He was away for about 7 months in training and I had that time to start finding myself. I cooked my own meals and ate when I felt hungry. Easily I dropped from 265 pounds to 220. Just by eating less and cooking my own meals. We were stationed in the UK for our first duty station and after moving there, three months later I was coming home heading towards a divorce and a very rough year.

At first I was trying to figure out how to put my life back together and I wasn’t really worried about my appearance. I felt so deeply sad and worthless, it wouldn’t have mattered at that point if I looked like a playmate, I felt like the ugliest person in the world. I put my life back together a lot quicker than I had expected. I found a great job, my own place, and car. Really, all the essentials of surviving. Lastly I needed to put myself back together. I went to counseling and support group every week and found out that building your self esteem back up is a very important step in moving on. I started going to the gym and got myself down to 200 pounds. After the routine set in and I started healing emotionally I moved away from that appearance step. I found myself slowly gaining back the weight and when I found myself back up to 219 pounds I made a decision that I wasn’t going to allow myself to be that way anymore. That’s when I decided to start Medifast. Nearly 2 years has gone by since my trek back home from the UK and 9 months of being on Medifast and I am literally a new woman. I love my body and I love the person I am. I am a woman I can be proud of. I have shed all the old baggage off, along with the pounds. I am so happy and have found someone who makes me feel even more beautiful than I already do.

The major point I want to make is there is never a right time for making life changing decisions. There is always going to be a reason to put it off. I hope that people will start making these healthy choices earlier on, rather than when you hit rock bottom and have nowhere else to go like I did. You can do it and you will thank yourself for it. Chances are, it will make you feel better than you have for a very long time.

Keep up the good work!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Too lazy to think of a title :)



Date: 05/06/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 155.5
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 1.3
Total Weight loss: 64.1
Pounds left to lose: 0.5

I’m making steady progress still. Seeing 0.5 pounds left to lose, until I reach my second goal is a hard pill to swallow. I just want to be there! 10.5 pounds until I have made my final goal. I am so excited and pushing myself harder than ever. I have just started running on my own and cut out the walk with my parents. I do enjoy the time with them and encouraging them, but it just wasn’t enough of a challenge and I need to start pushing myself athletically. This is a whole new world and experience to me. I actually like running more and more every day. It’s a nice little time where I can push myself mentally and physically. I won’t claim to be an all star runner, but I am already a long way from where I started a week and a half ago. I can only imagine with the right training tools where I could be a few months from now. Let’s not forget the old school 80’s abs DVD after my run. It’s a nice little cool down for my heart rate and that extra something I need to really tone my body.
Now let’s touch on a little subject that sadly I am just experiencing! It’s one thing or another to have a roommate or family members in your life that aren’t doing the diet (Medifast) that you are. That is a hurdle that I had to overcome, just the added temptation of having food in the house you can’t have but are forced to look at. It takes a lot of constant mental reminders of why you are making the commitment in the first place.

I recently just started dating, now that’s a whole new world. How do you tell someone about this big thing in your life that is a sensitive subject? On your dates do you come off as high maintenance and be picky about sticking to the diet? In the end there are no right answers. What worked for me was on the first date to order the most “health conscious” thing I could without coming off as one of those women who will only order a salad. I am the type of person who likes to put all my cards on the table. I have already told him about Medifast, also the fact that I am a health coach makes it an even bigger part of my life. If you feel comfortable with your date, open up to them. Maybe don’t go into all the gory details of how overweight you used to, but if this man or woman is worth your time they will embrace your new lifestyle and try their hardest to accommodate it. Hopefully I will be a good few pounds below my second goal weight by next blog. Keep up the good work! Oh I also thought I would update with a couple pictures I took this morning.




Thursday, April 29, 2010

Almost at the finish line!

Date: 04/29/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 156.8
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 4.2
Total Weight loss: 62.8
Pounds left to lose: 1.8

Well my weekly blog turned into more of a “whenever I have time” blog. I am going to try my hardest to post more often. I want this blog to be a reliable source of information and encouragement to those on Medifast. I also don’t want it to end up being dull because I have some sort of deadline to meet. I am hoping to find a happy medium.

A little update on my past month. It has been sort of a rollercoaster for me in many different areas of my life. I pictured April and May to be more of a downtime, when I could really dig my heels into my goals and get there. I still am not doubting myself or my ability to get to my final goal by June 3rd. Rather rolling with the punches and coming out the other side confident and still making progress.

I did go off the program for five days while on vacation to California. I will admit again I went a little crazy and just ate and drank whatever I wanted. I didn’t gain an un-godly amount of weight, but by the time I was flying home my body felt like complete crap. I was bloated and the way I felt when I looked at myself, in the mirror was drastically different. I am sure being around the glitz and glam of the beautiful plastic that surrounds you everywhere in California didn’t help. I will admit I was flying home in pity party mode. I got back to work my first day back. I made a plan for a new exercise routine and some stricter guidelines to follow by. I find when I let myself go so far off what I know is right for my body, strict guidelines are a good way to jump start my attitude and satisfy my need for a schedule and some order.

Medifast isn’t just about eating some diet food and losing weight. It’s about learning to live and entire healthy lifestyle. Complete body heath, not just what goes into your stomach. You might notice that I often blog about leg pain and how it restricts my life. I decided while in California that living a year with this pain, enough is enough. I scheduled and appointment with a neurologist. After some tests it revealed I have a herniated disc in my back that is causing the pain in my leg. Insurance problems are keeping me from getting surgery right away. I will have to go to a different neurosurgeon that is “in-network” with my insurance provider. This will take until probably September time to get worked out. Everything is in god’s timing and I am okay with that. This affects my work out routine. Until then, I am trying to keep to lower intensity work outs. I stopped going the actual gym, but I might resume in a few weeks. I sure do miss Spin Class and Circuit training. For now I am doing nightly walks with my parents (who are on their second month of Medifast). It’s a pretty steep straight incline up a hill and then down hill the other half. Right now they are only able to do one loop, so to keep it challenging for me I run 5 blocks to their house from my apartment before we start the walk. Once we get to the bottom of the hill I try my best to jog back to my apartment. Once I get home I do a 7-10 minute abs routine from the 5 day abs dvd. It’s important when you feel ready, to add in an exercise program. It’s just a fact of life. You need exercise in your life, even if it is something small like a walk once a day. Don’t be afraid to push yourself. Trust me that five block job to and from home feels like death. Lol

Lastly, I encourage everyone to take a look at their past lives as they take steps toward a new one. Identify the negative habits and reasons that lead you to that breaking point of being overweight or even obesity. I was faced head on with mine on Monday, although I identified it early on in this process. I’m and emotional eater. When I feel hurt and broken I want to fix it with food.

If you don’t face those demons now they might come back to haunt you later. You will find yourself falling into old patterns. It’s all a part of learning and growing to be a better you that you can love and be proud of. Keep up the good work everyone! 1.8 pounds to go until my second goal and 11.8 pounds until my final goal. I never thought I would get to this point, but I am. I’m here, the door is open and all that’s left is for me to take the final steps and walk through it! If I can do it. You can too.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Picture update 2





Here's some full body pictures that I took this morning. I am still trying to figure out the whole "adding picutres" to my blog thing. Or I would have put them all on one blog entry.

Before and After...So Far.



Date: 03/31/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 161.0
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 2.4
Total Weight loss: 58.6
Pounds left to lose: 6











Thought I would do a little picture update. The first picutre is me last Aug 2009 in a purple shirt. This was the month I started this blog and Medifast. The Other was taken today!

Friday, March 12, 2010

Life

Date: 03/12/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 163.4
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 0.7
Total Weight loss: 56.2
Pounds left to lose: 8.4

Well, another week down and almost another pound down. I didn’t expect high losses this week or the upcoming week. One of my best friends is leaving for Europe for a few months and we are celebrating his last week with us. So in turn I have been working out less and partying more. I know this goes against an earlier blog post I made, where I had decided that I wouldn’t party anymore, until my vacation to California next month.

Life is always going to get in the way of your plans. That lesson we all know well and learn at a young age. Sometimes things don’t go exactly the way you hoped. How you handle it makes all the difference. I think this lesson is a big part of the reason we got un-healthy in the first place. “I could work out, but I’m tired.” “Sure, I could make a healthy dinner but this pizza is more convenient tonight.” Slowly over time this mentality snow balls. I don’t want any of my readers to get the impression that I am letting these little things that come up, get in my way and take me off course.

I feel like personally I have learned enough, in the six months of being on Medifast that every now and then I can allow myself a little break. I don’t recommend this to people just starting out. Find your willpower, learn new habits, break the routine you have been stuck in. Otherwise you might find yourself “cheating” more and more, before you know it you are stuck right back in your old unhealthy routine.

Just like everyone else, I get caught up in the “life happens” excuse. It’s not always easy to push through those little roadblocks. The more you stick to your commitments the better foundation you are laying down to keep making smart choices in the future.

I really want to step up my game in the next few months. I have given myself a time line for meeting my goal weight. I really want to be there by June but I think that might be pushing it a little too much for me. I want to keep my goals realistic. I think I will be able to lose another ten pounds by June and then push all the way through to my final goal by August or September. September is also when I am taking a trip to Vegas! I would love to be bikini ready by Vegas time. Time to kick it into gear!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Persistence



Date: 03/04/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 164.1
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 2.9
Total Weight loss: 55.5
Pounds left to lose: 9.1

I am finally making some progress again and it feels good! This morning while getting ready for work I tried to wear a dress that I wore on my cruise. It was so baggy I had literally no shape in it. I am not the “pack rat” type, so when something is no longer useful to me I throw it out. So when my jeans start getting to baggy I pass them on to someone else or take them to a thrift shop. This is really the first outfit I haven’t put on in a couple months and to find it’s so big on me is such a great feeling. The belt had a lot of room away from my waist even on the tightest notch. I can remember back to when I bought it and it was tight fitting on me. I had to wear spanks with it for it to feel comfortable. Now it’s on it’s way to the nearest thrift store and I couldn’t be happier!

Medifast is a lifestyle change and one that I am happy to make. It isn’t easy for me still. The process is a piece of cake, the logistics anyways. Eat five Medifast meals, one lean and green, and 64 oz of water. Eat every 2.5-3 hours. Easy. My life has always been centered around food. It’s how I deal with life in general. When I get a cold, I crave fast food for comfort! When I want to celebrate, I want to have a big dinner celebration. That is something that is embedded inside of me. That will take time to replace with good habits. I think that is the point of Medifast or any diet and exercise program. We have not been able to make the right choices up to this point. So we are re-learning how to take care of our bodies and creating new habits. No matter how many pounds you need to lose, how long it takes, or what you do to get there we all need to teach ourselves a new way to live. So after it’s all over we don’t end up right back where we started.

A Small change I have found is I find myself checking out the labels when I’m walking through the store. I have been shocked at the amount of calories, fat, and sugar in the foods I used to love to eat and bought without even one glance at the label. It’s something small you can do and also a deterrent for when you are craving those sweets and junk food. I urge you to try that in everyday shopping. It will probably help you curve your cravings and gives you a head start for when you are in your transition phase.

Coaching is harder than I anticipated. I thought since I had been on the program for a while now, that answering the questions would be really easy. Every person is different and their needs are different. I bought a daily planner and that really has been my lifesaver! Keeping up with the business end of it, is actually easier than I thought. I just get frustrated with myself because I don’t always have the answers they are looking for on the spot (Of course, I find them through contacting Medifast or through my WONDERFUL coach!) I have always had pride in myself for giving 100 percent in anything I do. It feels sometimes like I am falling short, but I know that is just my own insecurities getting the best of me. I need to find my confidence in being someone’s coach. I know that comes with time, like usual I am just in a hurry!

And for you bleeding hearts out there, here’s your quote.
The most essential factor is persistence - the determination never to allow your energy or enthusiasm to be dampened by the discouragement that must inevitably come.
– James Whitcomb Riley

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Back On Track :)

Date: 02/23/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 167.0
Goal Weight2: 155
Final Goal Weight: 145-150
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 2.4
Total Weight loss: 52.6
Pounds left to lose: 12

My first week of coaching was a success! As far as I know it was, anyways. My first three clients did great this week. It put me right back in my first few weeks of Medifast and what a change it was. It pushed me to try harder and get to my goal. I am finding these last 20 pounds are not an easy task. Mentally I really want to start transitioning off Medifast. I have been at this about six months now and I am just ready to start a new chapter. The reality is I need to reach my goal weight, I need to stick to this through the end and I still have some things to really drive home in my mind before I can start doing this 100 percent on my own. I think coaching is just what I need to push me to achieve those last few pounds. I am staying in contact with my clients pretty closely and their attitude about making such a positive change in their lives pushes me into that mindset. My parents are actually gearing up to start Medifast in a couple weeks. I am so proud that they are deciding to finally take that step. Although I am not EXACTLY where I need to be, here I sit 52 pounds lighter than I was six months ago. I am happier than I have ever been. It makes me happy to know that hopefully a few months from now, they will be feeling the same way.

I know the area’s where I could buckle down and drop the pounds quicker.
· I don’t need a snack, every night. Water helps curve those cravings, and quite frankly I know I am not hungry, just in the mood to munch. That is habit that I really need to break.
· I could cut down my diet soda and coffee intake. In the past month or two I have started drinking coffee in the mornings. Just one or two cups with a few Splendas mixed in. Before I didn’t keep diet soda in the house. If I found myself craving a soda, I would get one at work or buy one to bring home and have with dinner.
· Stop cooking my veggies with the Smart Balance butter and go back to steamed veggies for most of the week.
· Eat a few more chicken salads for my Lean and green.
· Go back to balancing the meat that is not as lean with lower carb greens.

I can say with 100 percent certainty that I haven’t reached a plateau. Simply this last month or so, I sort of lost the real drive and willpower that I had at the beginning. I had been going out dancing and having a few cocktails on quite a few weekends. That is the extent of my “cheating”. Here or there I probably had a bite or two of food that wasn’t on the plan. But I can attribute my weight loss slowing down and stopping completely to my drinking habits recently. This is something I have completely stopped and I won’t drink again until I reach my goal weight or until I go on my vacation in April. Don’t fall back into old habits! It’s easy and sometimes seems harmless, but you can tell by my stats that it is detrimental to the program. It also defeats half the purpose of Medifast. One half is to lose the weight, the second half is to create NEW habits and move away from old mistakes that got you into hot water in the first place.

Now in true “coaching” fashion I am going to make a little list of Medifast starter tips I have run into, while coaching my clients through their first week.
· Before starting, get a shaker for Medifast shakes or cold drinks. Get a thermos for making Medifast soup and giving it plenty of time to soften. A digital scale to weigh out your lean meat portion. A scale to track your progress. It is important to weigh in on the same scale to keep accurate results.
· You may find yourself getting hungry in-between Medifast meals. Your body is adjusting and is set in your old habits of eating for many different reasons other than necessity. Don’t be afraid to have your allotted snack. Grab a Pickle, Celery sticks, Sugar free Jello, Sugar free popsicle, Sugar free fudge sickle.
· If you are having trouble drinking all 64oz of water a day, try to mix it up with some sugar free flavored water. Make sure the label is all zeros. You can also add some Crystal light with your water to help it along.
· Keep your first couple weeks pretty basic. Basic lean and greens, that are quick to make and get in the habit of your new schedule. It can seem overwhelming at times to get in all your meals and in the time frame you are supposed to.
· Remember your first week is all about getting a schedule and really learning what the program is all about. If you make a mistake, remember that tomorrow is a new day. You have lived your whole life with completely different habits. Your body is adjusting.
· The most important thing for all new Medifast people. This first month you are figuring out which meals you like and which meals you don’t care for. If you don’t like the taste of something. Don’t eat it. End of story. If you eat a meal out of a box you can still send it back. You will never be successful if you are eating food you don’t like.

“The one unchangeable certainty is that nothing is certain or unchangeable.”-John F Kennedy

<3
Tiff

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Coaching and Renewed Energy

It’s been a while since I blogged and I plan to keep this one short. These past two weeks writing my blog keeps getting moved to the bottom of my to-do list. It’s still sitting there at the bottom. I have a million things ahead of me to do. This week, I have been literally out of energy. I went home from work and went straight to bed and yesterday stayed home all day. You would figure with all that bed time I could write a decent blog entry. Things just seem to be a blank lately. I thought I would give a little update of some new interests and commitments in my life.

These past few weeks I have been having what I like to call a quarter life crisis. I usually mull over my life and fear for my future. My last quarter life crisis was in August and it felt as if Medifast fell into my lap and opened up a whole new way of living and eating. Recently my fear has mostly been for my career. An opportunity to go back to school, hit me quickly. I started worrying about my lifestyle and although I don’t have the nicest car and live with a roommate I still manage to find myself living pay check to pay check. This is the fear that keeps going back to school seem like a great idea (making more money in the future) and that makes it seem like the worst idea in the world (I already have quite a few student loans I am paying back, this would make keeping a full time job impossible while adding more debt to the pot). I was discussing my woes at a girls night out type of dinner. My health coach was there and a few days later she decided to approach me about being a Medifast health coach. I mulled it over for a few days and then decided to jump in feet first and go for it. I have been coaching for only four days now. I have small insecurities here or there, but it has given me a great refresher and a new drive for kicking my own diet into gear. “Got to walk the walk, if you’re going to talk the talk.” I am officially signing up today, and will add a new little section into my blog about what it’s like to be a coach.

I also have just borrowed a vegan cooking/lifestyle book. It’s not something that I see fully committing to but not something I would be opposed to checking into. I think that a lot of the food looks delicious and might be something I am willing to commit to eat for a couple days out of the week.

A better blog to come next week after I have caught up a little bit. I am thinking of writing out a list for tips of those just starting out and common problems I am finding my clients are running into. Keep up the good work!

<3 Tiff

Friday, January 29, 2010

Photo Update!




Date: 01/29/2010


Starting Weight: 219.6


Current Weight: 169.4


Goal Weight2: 155


Loss Since Last Weigh In: 2


Total Weight loss: 50.2


Pounds left to lose: 14.4

Well I thought I would throw in a little picture update. I am not that great at taking full body pictures with my Blackberry so bare with me. I have lost two pounds in two weeks. This is progress, but not something to brag about. These past two weeks have been hard for me. I won’t lie. The drinking every weekend I know has a really big impact on my progress. My friend that is visiting will be leaving in less than two months and won’t be back for another year and a half. Although it isn’t conducive to my weight loss I feel like I want to have fun with him while I can. I have found myself cheating here or there, nothing too big. It just isn’t my style and hasn’t been the way I have been successful so far. This past month really has been a series of missteps.

There is hope on the horizon! A close friend of mine is putting in her first Medifast order on Monday. I am going to help her go grocery shopping and help her out with any questions she might have. This might be the kick in the pants I need to get back in gear and set a good example to a friend who is just starting out. I am now 5 months in and it just get’s hard sometimes to always walk this line, when I am the only one doing it. I also have started another Food journal. I am using the front page as a collage or motivation page for when I feel like stepping off the program. I need to get back to the ridged attitude I have upheld for the previous four months. The silver lining on the clouds is that I have reached a 50 pound loss mark! I am officially down to a size 12 pants with a little extra room. I am also only 4.4 pounds from losing 100 pounds total since May 2007. Now for the goods! Pictures from this morning.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Lean and Green Recipes Part 2

Makeshift spaghetti sauce sans noodles
A recent favorite, maybe for someone who has been on the program a bit longer than others and is ready to try something fresh and off the normal menu would be my makeshift spaghetti sauce. I usually turn this into quite a spicy dish because of the amount of garlic I use. Starting off in a pan you can get Italian style turkey meatballs. Of course varying in size of the meatball the right proportion is about 5 meatballs. This actually is a big serving although it doesn’t really look like it off the bat. You can also use beef meatballs (which I used in the past) but turkey is a lot less fattening and also a bigger serving size. You can honestly barely even tell the difference.

If you don’t like meatballs you can also substitute for Chicken. I have done both because I tend to stick to Chicken dishes. If you are going to use chicken you can average two small chicken breasts cut into medium sized pieces. Put a light amount of olive oil in a pan and season the chicken (mildly) with whatever sounds good. I am pretty boring when it comes to spices so I season with pepper and garlic powder. I am a little on the nervous side when it comes to my meat being undercooked so I make sure it is well done in the pan before adding the rest of the ingredients. If you don’t like your chicken too done, you could always just brown it a bit and let it cook the rest of the way in the sauce. I usually weigh out my chicken before adding the other ingredients. Where the meatballs are easy to pick out of the sauce and weigh to make sure you are giving yourself the right serving size.

The turkey meatballs I buy frozen from Safeway and is actually a good portion size for the price. You just mix them frozen into the rest of the mixture and since they are pre-cooked will heat up in the sauce.

To make the tomato base use an average sized can of roasted tomatoes. I usually buy the one that has roasted garlic added in. There are a wide variety of different tastes and brands. Always check the label for a list of ingredients. In these cans you can be tricked and pick one with a lot of sugar added, or other things that will hinder your diet. The can I buy is strictly tomatoes with garlic. You will know what is good for you and what isn’t. Add the whole can into the pan with the meat. This by itself is your serving size of “green” for your lean and green meal. It will cook down. This leaves you room to play a little bit. I usually add a half a package of mushrooms sliced, half of a green pepper thinly sliced, or some black olives sliced up if you’re pulling something together off the fly. The tomatoes will be a little bland tasting compared to the other spaghetti sauce like Prego. Just add garlic powder, pepper, salt to taste. Don’t go overboard! I usually toss in some red pepper flakes to spice it up. I love spicy food! Taste with a spoon until you get the right flavors you are looking for. Put a lid over on medium heat and simmer for ten to fifteen minutes. Stir when you want. Don’t let it burn, but there really isn’t a science to it all. Add it to a bowl and enjoy a healthy version of spaghetti! I don’t even miss the noodles.

Shish Kabobs
This is a favorite of mine and my roommates but one that takes a little more effort and planning than some of my other dishes. If you can cut up and marinate the meat ahead of time it makes less work at dinnertime, If not the chicken doesn’t need to marinate very long. I usually use chicken but obviously you can use beef as well. I never have used the beef before.

To start off, make your marinade. This isn’t the most healthy part of the dish. Luckily the chicken is just soaking in it for a while and isn’t actually drizzled over it. I take a teriyaki sauce base. Take one you have used and liked before. This is the main component in the taste. In fact you could just marinade in the pre made sauce and leave it at that. I am not a HUGE fan of teriyaki so I add some other ingredients to mellow down the flavor a bit. I usually take less than two tablespoons of teriyaki, add in by taste soy sauce, chopped garlic, ginger, pepper. If you want to go as low fat as you possibly can teriyaki is available sugar free or made with less sugar. You can also purchase low sodium soy sauce. I find that the amount of the marinade that actually stays on the meat is minimal enough you really could use any marinade you wanted. Cut two chicken breasts into larger pieces. They have to be able to be skewered later and enough room for when they cook down in size. Add the chicken pieces to the marinate and set aside.

For veggies, I take one carton of mushrooms whole, one green pepper, and one zucchini. I pull the stems out of the mushrooms and leave them whole. Pick medium sizes mushrooms if you can. They will cook more evenly and be sure to slide on the skewer without breaking down the middle. Chunk the rest of the veggies in pieces big enough to skewer as well. Line a cookie sheet with tin foil and place the oven rack on one of the higher levels in the oven. Most skewers require that you soak them for 20 minutes in water so they won’t burn as badly when cooked. You can multitask and soak while you cut up the veggies. Alternate between veggies and meat on each skewer and line the cookie sheet. I have found that you will eat most of the veggies as your serving size and almost all the chicken as well. I would prepare at least six skewers to be prepared. If you have extra this meal is great as leftovers. Place in the oven on high broil. The length of time it cooks depends on each oven. I have anticipated at least 20-25 minutes baking time plus the time to prepare. All in all this meal will probably take an hour. Less obviously if you prep ahead of time. The first bake in the oven I usually leave for about 10-15 minutes. Check after ten. I like my meat and veggies a little charred so I leave in for longer. Once the skewers look pretty done on that side, remove the cookie sheet and carefully pour the juice out of the bottom of the pan. Flip each skewer to the other side and put back in the oven. This side tends to cook more thoroughly. I would check in another 5-10 minutes and remove when it looks done enough for you. Take a fork and see how easily the chicken pulls apart if you are concerned if it is cooked thoroughly.

This part is more of a pain than anything. I usually take a big bowl and pull all the veggies off the skewers. I spate the chicken and weigh out my portion and then dump the mixed veggies in a big measuring cup and portion those out as well. Mix the veggies and chicken together. I usually top mine off with some hot sauce and a dab of soy sauce. I love spicy food though and it will taste equally delicious if you don’t put any sauce on at all.

If you are making this for your family who is not on Medifast as well you can always cook up some steamed rice to put the meat and veggies on top of.

Salmon and Shrimp
I didn’t think that these two deserved their own section. I don’t eat or cook a whole lot of seafood. Shrimp is the easiest. I usually buy medium or large sized uncooked shrimp. Most importantly they are made EZ peel. NEVER buy the shrimp that is already cooked and frozen. I find it lacks the flavor that you would get if you made it from scratch. You can keep a bigger bag frozen and waiting. Before you start weigh out about 12-14 oz of frozen shrimp. This usually evens out somewhere close to 7 oz cooked. I then soak them in Luke warm water, even cold. You don’t want the water they are soaking in to partially cook them. Let them soak and then dump out the water and pour some new water in. The old water will be so cold from the frozen bits falling off that it will hurt to keep your hands in it. Peel the shrimp. Then in a pan on the stove melt a good amount of smart balance butter. This is 95 percent fat free. I would say about two tablespoons to be safe. You won’t be using all of this butter in your meal, just to sauté it in. Then by taste add some garlic powder, and lemon juice, with a few shakes of pepper. If you like lemon juice, make sure to add a fair amount in. I prefer more garlic than lemon. I usually cook this on a medium low temperature while I make my green portion. These shrimp will cook very fast. Probably 15 minutes tops. Although it will probably take you 15 minutes just to peel them on top of cook time. I almost always use asparagus as my side.

Directions for asparagus
In a pan, put a teaspoon or a little more of smart balance butter. It’s 95 % fat free and doesn’t even count towards your fat serving. Melt the butter then add asparagus. (Side note: Before eating any asparagus, make sure and take a potato peeler and peel the bottom half of the asparagus down a bit. This ensures it gets nice and done. I really don’t like any of my asparagus to be crunchy and raw tasting.) Cover with a lid and let steam on medium heat. Take the lid off when they are as steamed as you like and fry until it adds a little crisp.

This dinner can be VERY rich. If it seems like too much you can use steamed zucchini or just plain steamed asparagus.

Salmon is a newer dish to me. I am sure there are a million recipe’s online for different types. It is something that is easily made and also so many different variations of recipes. I have never purchased fresh salmon. I wouldn’t even know how to order it from the meat department. That is my next step. Right now they sell pre-packaged frozen salmon at Safeway already portioned. It is actually a way smaller portion than you are supposed to eat. You can either cook both and then have half a fillet for left over’s or make one and also make some shrimp with it. These come with multiple marinades. I don’t care for any of them so far. I prefer to just buy the plain salmon with no marinade. The instructions are to bake on a cookie sheet for 20-23 minutes. Drizzle some smart balance butter, lemon juice, and pepper over. If you sear it after baking you can also easily make “blackened Salmon” and throw it on top of a regular Cesar salad.

Side dishes to go with salmon that I prefer are steamed broccoli, mushrooms, zucchini, or just a side salad. If you like onions you can always throw some in a tin foil wrap with the salmon, butter, seasonings and bake it that way.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Keep on, Keepin' on.

Date: 01/12/2010
Starting Weight: 219.6
Current Weight: 171.4
Goal Weight2: 155
Loss Since Last Weigh In: 3.2
Total Weight loss: 48.2
Pounds left to lose: 16.4

My first blog of 2010! Start of a new year and now only 16 pounds away from my second goal weight. I was hoping as the months went by this would get easier and easier. Truthfully, some days it’s an old habit that takes no thought or effort. Others, it can be even harder than the first day I started. Sometimes I have two mentalities going on inside of me. Strong mentality. I know deep down that whatever food I want that isn’t healthy, it won’t taste as good as I am imagining. I also know that after the first bite, it’s all just a bunch of the same thing. Honestly deep down it’s not worth it. Stick with what works and what has been working for me. Keep striving, that my goal isn’t that far off. Then I have this little devil on my shoulder, it says “look how much you’ve lost!” “You can have a few of those, what will it hurt?” “You have done so well these past few months, a couple steps back won’t kill you.” Sometimes I feel like this is a constant battle inside my head. I am probably being over dramatic, but sometimes I wonder if I am the only one that feels that way.

I went shopping for a new outfit for this weekend. Some friends and I are going on a short road trip to go out dancing. My closet these days, has been pretty depressing. Every couple weeks I go through my super cleaning mode and spring clean. In the few short months I have been on Medifast, I don’t have one piece of clothing from when I began. Everything was way too big on me. Luckily here and there I found great sales and bought a few shirts and pants. Otherwise I would be rocking it Old Testament style like Eve in the Garden of Eden. (FYI: I mean naked lol).

This “problem” is both liberating and frustrating. I want to dress nice and start to show off my new self. I also am embracing being more feminine. I just don’t want to invest too much money in clothing that probably won’t fit me a month or two from now. I don’t have that kind of money to throw around. So for now, I settle with a few cute things and a lot of average, plain, sales items. Later down the road, as a reward for making my final weight I can start to replenish my wardrobe. Right now I am fitting into a size 12. I can’t imagine it being possible to get to single digit size clothing. I can even shop in the juniors section of department stores (just in a large size). Sometimes I can’t believe it, despite the proof that is in front of me I still don’t believe it can get much better than this. The proof is in the Medifast pudding!

My newest order, just showed up last night. It feels good, having a full cupboard of my meals. I hate when I get down to the last week or so and have to really start to spread it around. I tend to over stock a bit. I guess that’s better than running out. Yesterday I was down to the wire.

“Opportunity may knock only once, but temptation leans on the doorbell.”
-Unknown Author

Keep up the good work everyone, remember if you stumble there’s always tomorrow.
<3 Tiffany